Friday, June 17, 2011
And again im back here after months! Finally im completing my national service and past few months is seriously occupied with courses, course after course after course. But nevertheless, i've made it through the training of 'i said what mean what what'. Apparently, it wasn't as bad as expected, because i guess he didn't really blow his top on us during trainings. Well, lightstrike conversion course marks the end of my service term and the beginning of my civilian life! I've got only 1 month before i actually ORD, but i cant really make up my mind as to what i want to do after i ORD.
My initial plan is to complete NS and move on to a local university, stay in hostel and pursue the course im interested in. But now, after being rejected by all 3 local university, i'm feeling super lost. Im wondering if i should work first then go overseas to study or just simply study at SIM to get a degree. I've got no idea. Anyway, there are some things in my mind that i'm pending to acheive, which is going for a LASIK surgery as well as adding alexius to my ic. I still have other things in mind, but have not made plans for it yet. Like going for bike license, guitar lessons and travelling overseas for a shortget away with friends. I guess im not in a rush to settle all these, and right now whats most important is what's my decision regarding the further of my studies.
Just a piece of my mind, im seriously fucking sick of the office politics. I know its a norm everywhere, but i just can't get used to the fact that people can actually be so superficial and hypocritical. What may seem so righteous and justifiable is only mere sugarcoating. And what is preach isn't being acted upon. So tell me, isn't it right to remain skeptical whenever promises are being made? While acting like you are concern with the morale issues with your man, you've seriously overlooked the issue concerning your commanders. Whereby i swear to my heart when i'm tasked to do things, i seriously give my best. So when things goes well, we don't claim the credit, but when shit happens, we are the one being tanking all the hits. Well, rather than being pissed off, im more disappointed with the management and the organization. And thank God im out of here in a month's time.
Well guess what, its already 1 year since i last gotten my class 3 driving license and that means no more P plate! And and i've decided that honda integra will be my first car when i come out to work, though its kind of farfetched. And pardon for being so random, but i seriously don't get how people change their attitude towards you all of a sudden when nothing has gone wrong. I just hate it when people can actually leave you and come back so nonchalantly treating nothing has ever happened. Oh well. Im feeling tired to thinking of anything to type already. Bye world.
TianShui was here =D
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